[that is good though I'm hoping there won't be any shriek-worthy surprises for you]
[...okay, now I just want to capture that moment and replay it in my head forever, because OH, YOU, you are so amazingly adorable and I can't believe we're here and doing this and you actually love me back]
[BEAMING with utter joy, this day has been so much better than I could've ever hoped] I love you, Gai!
...
That... that feels amazing.
[lost in wonder at the feel of you pressed into my hand like this, vulnerability and strength and trust]
[I wonder what happens if I begin softly, so softly, wrapping my hand around you and experimentally moving my hand up and down]
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[...okay, now I just want to capture that moment and replay it in my head forever, because OH, YOU, you are so amazingly adorable and I can't believe we're here and doing this and you actually love me back]
[BEAMING with utter joy, this day has been so much better than I could've ever hoped] I love you, Gai!
...
That... that feels amazing.
[lost in wonder at the feel of you pressed into my hand like this, vulnerability and strength and trust]
[I wonder what happens if I begin softly, so softly, wrapping my hand around you and experimentally moving my hand up and down]